Of resolutions.

Not enough. Never enough. This time its TIME that ain't enough. Once again I got myself into trouble by overloading myself with probably more than I can take - all in my excessive optimism and "challenge your limits" thinking. Thats certainly 1 more thing to add to my list of resolution.

This resolution, I really need. Because all I'm seeing now is drop-dead-busy.

Take a look at http://newresolution.tumblr.com/page/ for more interesting resolutions.

Of escapes.

Impending holiday!

Although I can barely fill my 10 fingers counting the number of entirely free days I have after I minus off IHG days (yet to include training), FOC matters, climbing training & etc, performance and meetings over ice-cream with some very dearly missed pals... ... HECK I'm gonna make sure every ounce of the holiday time is gonna be meaningfully used!

1) Cycle to Changi

2) Laze at the beach

3) Finish painting my wall

4) Go "tyre-fun" with Mom and Dad

5) Dilbert on the hammock

6) DVDs with popcorn

Before "adulthood" comes.

Of sniffing impending doom

Exams for my core modules starts next week with 2 each day and I only had a serious look at the past year papers moments earlier. Trying very hard not to burst into a sudden panic because I've been too yaya-papaya thinking that there's not much that can be studied, and hence I've studied so little over the sad week I've been stuck in hall.

Panicking because my researches have been so shamefully shallow. Panicking because all the funny theories and terms seems so strange to me. Not to mention now I realise how much I've actually got to memorise instead of just ramble crap that obviously can't escape the scrutinising judgments of these veteran journalists.

This isn't slack leh.

I came to uni giving low importance to studies thinking that its really learning and growing as a person is what's most important. But now with all the crazy hungry ghosts queueing to study at the library everyday from dawn to dawn, the peer pressure's mounting.

And I say "wa piang eh!" as I continue getting my 10 hr sleeps and munch marks&spencer trying to comfort myself that everything's gonna be okay.

you're such a troublemaker.

pending exams. can't wait to get studies off my back for a breather, but yet while anticipating all the fun and meeting old pals is a dread for some pushed away matters to be resolved ):

still, its gonna be CHRISTMAS. and CHRISTMAS is always a joy.

Its never enough

Want to do well in studies.

Want to commit fully into all the obligations.

Want to be a good friend.

Want to be a good daughter.

Want to have time for myself.

Try. But its just never going to be enough.

Of to do.

Remember cupcakes? After a long hiatus from my cupcake craze, I'm getting started on it again after I managed to convince my group mates to base our business idea on a cupcake cafe. HOHOHO. No prizes for guessing which area of research I volunteered to do.

The weekend's been great meeting friends out of pulau NTU. Dinner at Simpang, picnic at Fort Canning. Path of our lives have diverged since years ago, since months ago... how we so unexpectedly met and became friends, how we so suddenly went back to our own lives after it all ended... it still amazes and intrigues me. In anyway, it still heartens me to know that we've not forgotten one another despite our busy schedules and new directions in our respective lives.

Like a kid in a candy store. So happy for so many choices. So overwhelmed by the variety. So vexed that with choices, sacrifices have to be made.

Of time.

Recess week is so not recess. What happened to my Simpang prata bomb + milo godzilla? What happened to my OTOT cycling? What happened to my snooze on hammock evening?

2 days of full sports. Go swim. Go climb. Go basketball. Go volleyball. Darns, the HULK! Oh, midnight with Ben and Jerry. Sleep? What is that? Study? Forget about it liaoxzxzxz. Never ever thought I'll exercise so much in my whole life!

Work oh yeah. At least I'm fortunate enough to love what I'm studying. Couldn't imagine surviving uni if I was in any other course.